it’s been two or three weeks since i’ve published anything on here…
i was working an ass load, i chopped my hair off, and then i got horribly sick for an entire week. that was a fucking nightmare because i haven’t been that sick in a few years. but now it is 2:50AM, i couldn’t sleep and i am writing from my boyfriend’s toilet 🙂 staying up late while my man sleeps reminds me of how lucky i am to have him. staying up late also keeps my anxiety turned on and my crazy thoughts going.
i’ve decided to withdraw from college this coming semester; i just can’t do it. but i want to make big plans for the Fall; i wanna get shit done. i want to do something that has meaning… not just sit in a classroom and be forced to have the same opinions as everyone else and be fed garbage. i think it’s all garbage. i am working on a to do list for the Fall, maybe i’ll share it with you in a future post.
i hope i fall asleep soon. i am running shift in a new store tomorrow. i’m sure it’ll go great.